DAY 6
I messed up. I messed up so badly today. Everything was FINE! I was fine yesterday! I was fine today! But that stupid article.. The stupid interview..
WHY did Funfetti Jr agree to it? Everyone's going to steal my work! But maybe if I didn't want that to happen, I shouldn't have been so lazy. I brought this upon myself! But I yelled at Funfetti Jr anyways.. He shouldn't have saved me. She doesn't deserve to put up with me. Nobody does actually. On the interview I was mean AND I also lied about the document because I couldn't handle the consequences of my own actions. What if LT reads it? They'd probably realize how awful I really am and then they'd kick me out and I'd have to live with Telly again! What's my problem? Again, I was completely fine before. I'm always so overdramtic, even the smallest things make me upset. Can someone just reprogram me! Right now! Make me a happy and make me not stupid..
I feel a bit better now that I wrote everything down. Today was horrible, but there's always tomorrow.. And the next day.. And the day after! It'll get better. Because if it doesn't, I'll be in a lot of trouble.
